Remembering: Give Me Strength
Right now, as I'm feeling rejected in the process of trying to find a new job, I've been trying to find strength in my faith and my quiet times with Christ. The painful irony is that the more defeated and in need I feel, the less likely I am to sit quietly with God. Instead, I'm scrambling to find the strength within me to keep pushing forward and take control of the situation - but my strength within is limited and I need to tap into a more limitless Source of strength.
But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. - Isaiah 40:31
This is a verse I've meditated on in the past and I recently came across a note card I'd written this on - probably from my days with Camfel. Anyway, I don't think it's a coincidence that I've stumbled upon it during this particular time and then I came across the following entry I wrote a few years ago:
But I prayed, "Now strengthen my hands." - Nehemiah 8:8Nehemiah is a guy from the Old Testament that's too often overlooked. He was the leader of the third wave of exiles from Babylon and he was the one responsible for leading God's people to rebuild Jerusalem. To appreciate the above verse, we need to first look at what had happened up to this point.Previously, two groups of exiles had returned and in all that time they'd only managed to rebuild the temple. They were discouraged from many different directions and they hadn't re-established their relationship with God so that by the time Nehemiah arrived, there was a lot to do and nobody doing it. He took direction from God and organized the Jews so that the work could commence. They weren't even halfway through when opposition took hold and the enemy made many attempts to destroy the work and Nehemiah himself.How many times have we found ourselves in situations where it seems like everything is working against us? What's our first response? I'll admit, on more than one occasion, I've found myself wanting to run and hide. Bad things happen and I don't want to have to deal with them - but that wasn't how Nehemiah responded.It would have been easy for him to give up. After all, that was the precedent that had been set by the Jews before him - when the going gets tough, the tough get going. But giving up wasn't his nature, and he was pursuing what God had called him to do. His more appropriate response - "Make me stronger."Rather than turn tail, Nehemiah prayed that God would equip him for the task. He didn't want God to protect him, he wanted God to use him... and that's what God did. Only a few verses later we read that the wall was completed and Jerusalem was rebuilt - all because they had a leader that didn't give up... he stepped up.Is there something in your life right now that seems to hard to handle on your own? Ask God for strength. He wants you to move forward and will provide the way to do it!
I guess in my current situation, it's fair to say a lot of my prayers have been more about wanting God to give me a break and less about giving me the strength to persevere. This isn't the first time I've faced a great obstacle and God's pulled me through a better man for it. So for now I'll trust and put my hope in the Lord.
And I'll let Him renew my strength.





keep your spirits up... i'll definitely be praying for ya!
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